Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
October 1st 2010, 11:07 AM
I hate lying to you...I'm just doing it because I'm scared you don't want to know the truth or you'll feel differently about me, but I hate lying to you. I actually just love you so much...you're so amazing and I feel so lucky to have you and I feel terrible when you say 'Really??' and I say Yes. Especially because you know I'm lying. I hate it. Every day I've seen you this week I've told myself I'm gonig to tell you... but I never seem to end up doing it. I'm scared of wrecking the mood and I'm just scared you'll feel like I'm coming to you for attention or whatever. But I'm going to tell you tonight.... I can't not tell you the truth anymore.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago ..... I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door ... ... Níl a shíltear mar a bhítear. Things are not always what they seem.
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