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Member since April '07
I can't get enough
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Age: 33
Gender: Female
Location: Ireland
Posts: 3,339
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Join Date: January 7th 2009
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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
September 28th 2010, 11:25 PM
What I've been trying to get myself to say to you:
You've asked a few times recently if I'm ok. I'm not really. I don't want to tell you this because I want help from you, I can get through this on my own. I think. (I hope  ) I want to tell you so you know that if I act clingy or if I get upset over something stupid and tiny, it's not me, it's this fucking problem that's in my head. I'm scared you'll think that's the normal me, because it's not, the normal me is happy and rational. And I love you and you're the best person for me that I've ever met and I'm scared of letting this affect us. 
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago ..... I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door ... ... Níl a shíltear mar a bhítear. Things are not always what they seem.
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