[mocochocolatte]

Dear Chris,

I love you so much, and it's so sad you'll never know. Truth is it wasn't just a game to me, you're the first boy that ever made me feel this way. Although we were never together in my head it felt so real I didn't wanna let you go. You impacted me so much you're all I think about sometimes. I try to forget you but you just won't go away. I ask myself 'he isn't even that special, why can't i just think of something else?' I can't even answer myself. I knew you had a girlfriend and I know what we did may not of been a bigdeal to you but I was madly inlove with you. I'm not sure if you loved me to or if it was just fake, either way I wouldn't trade in those few months for anything... -sigh-