Do I have an eating disorder? -
September 12th 2010, 09:58 AM
I'm not too sure about this... I barely eat ever. And I try to avoid it at all costs. I feel like my stomach is fat, even though everyone always tells me how skinny I am. I can't look at myself in the mirror because I just feel ugly. I'm afraid to eat in front of people. And I can't order food at a restaurant for myself. There's never a "Baby do these jeans make me look fat?" with me, because I can't take the compliment if my boyfriend says that I'm not fat.
I like eating, a lot. I just never have the motivation to eat, and I'm afraid to gain weight. And yet, I'm also afraid of losing weight.
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