[WashoutThePain]

First, try not to worry yourself too much about having a baby before you're sure that you are in fact pregnant. I'm sure it's a very scary thing, and it's hard NOT to be, but Secondly, if you ARE pregnant, you can get an abortion, or try the adoption route if you feel as if it would be too much for you. Remember that those ARE options. If you decide to have the baby, you will be strong and make everything work. You're a mother- that's what mothers are good at My mom said having kids close in age is WAY better than spaced out. You can do similar activities with both of them to keep them entertained and such.

Maybe you can find some condolence in your family and friends <3 Take care.