[bitesize]

Now I'm depressed, and I have no reason really to be, although when I think about it it's because you seemed really interested in her. I always completely trust you but jealousy is always an issue with her and I and you just seemed really into getting the bus home with her, I know she's my best friend so you're bound to be interested in her, but I can't help feeling a little down because of it. I'm tempted not to text back but really I know I should... I don't know what's wrong with me I wish I could tell you everything. I wish I could tell you how bad I feel sometimes and how insecure I feel about you even though you're the best boyfriend Ive ever had, the best person ive been with, and I can trust you. I know you care about me. You told me you loved me twice today and I know that's a big deal for you to say. But still. I cant help feeling like you want to do better sometimes.
This is all just bullshit becxause I've been drinking really.