[HopelessVictim]

-All my life I have been forcing myself to be happy so much that I suceed...only to be brought back down again. I'm tired of trying to be happy.
-I no longer hate myself but I feel disgusted at the kind of person I've become time to time.
-When I get scabs, I pick at them until they bleed...then I lick off the blood....I love the taste of my blood, I thirst for it on a daily basis. I may be a real-life vampire who only drnks her own blood and not that of which others have.
-The only reason I'm alive right now is because you want me to be....maybe I'll start being a little more selfish and tell you to go fuck yourself so I can take the whole fucking bottle of your medication and (hopefully) die.
-I masturbate daily because orgasms are the only things that make me feel good now.