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It makes me so mad that no one understands that cutting is some what like an addiction. I hate my stupid family doctor because she doesn't understand anything about self harm. Today I had a doctor's appointment with her and she seen my scars on my arms. She asked when was the last time I cut myself and I responded that it has been awhile ago. I told her that I last cut myself 3 weeks ago - which is a very long time for me and I am proud that I have manged to go so long without self harming. When she herd that I was still self harming she flipped at me. She expected me to be able to just stop harming myself. She made me feel ashamed and embarassed of myself. I hate her with a passion and she is no help to me. She dosen't make me want to stop cutting instead she makes me want to cut and tear myself apart.:mad :