mum- i cut. ive been suicidal for the last year, you know that time i was spewing up everywhere? i said it was a tummy bug, it wasnt. i had tried to OD. im so sorry mum. i love you more then anything in the world, your the most presious thing to me. but sometimes i just dont know how too live life that makes you happy aswell as me. im sorry if i hurt you, i never ment to. love you forever mum.