[Obliviate]

I loved you for a year and 9 days. I know sad right, I actually countedthe days? You never knew about it. I used to think that you actualy cared about me. Then you got a girlfriend, and everything changed.
You've started ignoring me. I told you all of that about myself and it seems as though our friendship is all a lie. You even held my hand once when I started crying that time. When I told you I self harmed you just hugged me. I was so greatful that you didn't judge or tell anyone. But now everythings changed. I don't even get a smile when I walk past you. I wish I could go back and say those three simple words because it's not true anymore. I wish it was. But I don't love you anymore.