Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 31st 2010, 03:17 AM
You hurt me, you're stupid, you lied, you never listened, but I'm still waiting for the day you come back. I think of you constantly, and how I'm going to fix everything that happened between us... when you come back.
I can't believe after all I've been through, the drugs, the abuse, blah blah blah.. I was ruined by a guy that I fell in love with.
I have to be doing something. If I'm not doing anything, and I just sit there and let my mind wander, I go back to all the memories of everything. And it makes me just want to die.
To cope with the pain, I snort Ambien sometimes.
Self harm free since 1/15/11
I accept everyone who accepts everyone
You can talk to me about ANYTHING at all, even if we've never talked before, so don't be shy
"Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever" - Gandhi.
"Burst down those closet doors once and for all, and stand up and start to fight" - Harvey Milk.
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