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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - July 24th 2010, 04:24 AM
sometimes I wish that I was pregnant with your child because then I would have a reason: to eat, to live, and to never sh again. Because then I wouldn't be so alone and I would have someone that would need me and love me no matter what

i feel bad for rejecting you so harshly. And I'm really sorry but I won't apologize because I don't want you to take it the wrong way. I wish that youvnever did any of those things so that I could at least give you a chance because I'm so alone but you have lost my trust

I show my friends her picture and it kills me when they say she's pretty because all I can think is if she is prettier than me and that's why you chose her instead. I look at her profile and find so many things that I have in common with her and it kills me 1. Because I'd be best friends with her if she wasn't dating you and 2. Because we are exactly the same but I don'tlive 3 hours away. We talked for hours everyday. Why wasnt I good enough?
they always say that the one worth crying for will never make you cry. Well the last one made me sh. And I want you to be worth it so badly that I refuse to cry no matter how much you hurt me.
I'm sorry for being such a horrible little sister. I still feel bad for everytime that I ruined your day. I wish that you didnt hate me and protected me like your supposed to. I still want to cry about never giving you that cookie when I was little. And I know that I ruin your time with mom by fighting with her and that it makes you anxious but I just can't help it. She makes things so difficult for me.

Mom... Meme was molested when she was my age. She told me a few weeks ago and I just don't know how to tell you because I cry just thinking about it. And she never told anyone not even Pepe. And I feel guilty and angry because even though I wasn't born yet I want to have stopped it. Because it's made her so scared of life that she never lived it. And it's made me scared too. And I'm angry for her friend knowingly bringing her into that situation. I'm also angry at Meme for not telling anyone and leaving those small children in that dangerous situation

hoe could someone do that to someone's baby?!