[xxCookiiexMonsterxx]

I'm sorry. I'm not as strong as you think I am.

I'm scared, and I dont know what to do.

I feel completely alone, despite the fact you are right next to me.

Shut up && Fuck off, I dont need you in my life, what the hell do you know about what it's like to be me, you dont understand and you never will, you havent changed one bit and I hate everything that you've become, so different from when we were little.. Life's not fair, I didnt wanna grow up, I wanna go back, back before you changed, before I changed, before you did what you did, I wanna go back to the first time you held me, after I'd argued with my mum and was crying, and told me that it didnt matter because you loved me and would always be there.. Well guess what; looks like you lied.