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Re: How long have you been sober? - July 9th 2010, 09:07 AM
I think only a week. I feel the need building though. Alone in an alien world with no family. I feel myself slipping back into it again. It's better being a "vampire" and shutting out your humanity than feeling the pain. I just unlocked pandora's box tonight and realize I still want to trade places with my cousin - I don't feel like I truly deserve where I am, I think that's the problem. I don't deserve it. And feeling that - it sucks.

"Maybe I just like people. Maybe sexuality isn't one thing or the other. Maybe it's just something that's shifting and moving. I just know I'm not thinking man or woman."
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