[escape_thereal_world]

What is it you're wanting hun? If you don't want to mature, then...there's nothing you can really do. I mean, if you have a baby, you have to change somehow. It doesn't sound like you want to change.

Do you mean you just can't accept the baby? Or you feel regretful and it's getting in the way of being excited? Trust me, lots of people are "immature" when they have a baby. It has nothing to do with maturity in all honesty. As long as you can provide for the baby and love the baby. I hope I made sense. I'm tired ><.