Dont know what to do anymore. I openly admit i dont want to be here. i dont want to be alive. but i know suicide is not an option. But is living life like this an option?
Currently crying my eyes out. I have lost the only person who kept me going. lost my job. cant go back home so im staying with my dad. everyone is just expecting me to be okay now. a month later. i hate myself. its all my fault.