I'm in love with someone who might or might not love me back.
I'm scared of knowing the answer.
I'm scared that he won't be there for me always.
I'm scared that he'll die while on active duty.
I'm terrified of the idea of losing him.
I just want to have him with me always.
But you know what? I still keep my head held high because I know he wants me to. Screw that, I want myself to be happy.
