I may stop taking my medication :| -
June 15th 2010, 03:00 PM
I swear the Citalopram is making my paranoia worse. At least when I was depressed it wasn't all the time, this is :/ I just feel like the worst possible thing is going to happen. I feel like if I go to sleep I may not be able to wake up. I think my friends are going to leave me places. I think something terrible is going to happen to my family.
I'm anxious a lot due to this. I feel like being sick.
I have an appointment with a mental health nurse soon so I wanted to bring this up. That's in August >.> Idk if I can deal with this for that long.
I guess the good thing is I know I'm being irrational, so I haven't completely lost the plot. I just can't get the irrational thoughts to stop.
"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."
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