[Apollo]

You can be happy. It just does not seem like it at the moment. If you're hearing voices, I think you should seriously consider getting professional help, even more so if the voices are telling you to hurt yourself. But I still think you need to open up to somebody you can trust. And I completely understand the heartbreak thing, but I want you to realize something... Just because somebody has broken your heart and you feel like you won't ever find the right person, doesn't mean you should give up. There are billions and more people in the world, and it's not fair to yourself to let a few people ruin your life. If your friends have left you, they're not true friends, are they? Your true friends will never leave your side.