You need to reconsider the abortion.. You felt you were responsible enough to have sex, when you obviously weren't so now you need to take responsiblity for your actions and suffer the consequences. If you arent ready for a baby, give it up for adoption, but dont kill it. Give the poor thing a chance at life. You will be giving a great gift to a couple that would otherwise not be able to have a child. Sorry if ti sounds harsh, but its how i feel...
And there are always options for insurance, like medicaid.. If you can get onto medicaid, which if your unemployed and pregnant you will be able to do no problem, all expenses are paid for you and there are no
co-pays for doctors visits for you to pay....
But it honestly does sound like you are....