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Name: Alexis
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Re: Do you have a mental illness? - April 29th 2010, 10:20 PM

I've always been self-diagnosed with clinical depression, but I know that's not the same as actually being diagnosed. But lately, it's become more than a depression. I see things. That aren't there. One day, I kept seeing this man in a red shirt and blue jeans walking up the steps to my front door, and i would jump and look again, and of course, nothing.

In my school, discussing various mental disorders they all think they have. It's more of a fad than a real thing, and it gets on my nerves. So many happy-go-lucky people saying how awesome it would be to be schizophrenic and how they all want friends that are insane because they are the coolest. And I think, what about me? I am struggling inside my head, and none of them want to be friends with me. They wouldn't want this if they had it.