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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - April 17th 2010, 02:22 AM
It scares me how badly I want you. I can't handle only getting 5% of you every month or so. I need you completely and I scare myself sometimes that I won't stop until I have you. But I know I will never have you.. so I guess I will never stop. I just need you to want me.. and the pathetic thing is that then I'll get over you. As soon as you're the one in the begging seat, I'll be laughing. You're the biggest challenge I've ever faced. Sometimes I forget I'm almost 20 and that it's time for me to be an adult and grow up and stop seeing men as some sort of game that I can win. I can't win you.