thanks for the suggestions. thing is i'm really shy, so getting the balls to make the first step is something i will have to work towards somehow. i don't know of any local clubs around that i'm the slightest bit interested in, i have also tried for a course that i've wanted to do for a while, but i don't meet their requirements. that is the only course i knew of too that i want to do. i haven't seen anything else i'm interested in yet. i dropped out of school at a early age cause of the way i am. and now shit is hitting the fan. i don't do anything with my life at the moment, except for playing around with my hobbies (which i don't want to reveal it cause it's very unique & i wish to remain anonymous) i just don't know where to go from here? if i did then maybe i could work on getting the courage to do something about it.
does it sound weak of me for wanting a hug? i want to hug someone right now
