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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
April 1st 2010, 05:32 AM
I think I am done trying. I don't want to give up on my ED because without it I will be fat. I really don't get it because I am so damn happy but I have this need to purge and starve. I don't want to ever be as fat as I used to again. If I eat I will get like that.
If I am fat no guy will ever love me. I won't be pretty if I can't lose weight. Just a little bit more and I will be good. Then I won't need this anymore! Is it so bad I doon't want to stop? I think not. It will make me beautiful!
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