[fuzzycosmicears]

Well I just got off the phone with him... I told him. I didn't really mean to. It just kind of happened. And I was freaking out. He didn't really know what to say. He finally got me calmed down and he said no matter we will figure it out. dHe kind of reassured me. But we both know it is a huge step we are not ready financialy and all around ready for. I am just worried still. I am going to make an appointment. (his idea actually.) And we are going to go up there together. He says he doesn't want me to go through that alone. When he gets back tomorrow he says we are going to sit down and talk about it..... Kind of nervous for that.