I'm sorry to hear that this is so difficult for you.
I don't know if what I'm about to has been said before but I'll say it anyway =]
Things are troubling now yes, things are difficult, but that doesn't mean they'll always be like this. Things can turn around faster than you know, I hope you feel better I really honestly do.
I don't know what to say, nothing I can say can make things better in an instant but I will be here if you ever need an ear to listen, a shoulder to lean on, a voice to talk to =]
If you ever need me I'll never run and I'm sure so many people feel the same.
So many people waiting to catch you, to help you, to just be here for you and it deosn't matter how bad you feel, I'm sure they'll try to cheer you up.
Don't let go because there are people who care, I know it's hard, but you can do it =]
You can
PM me whenever you want, if you ever want to and I'll be here to listen.
I hope you feel better.
Take care and be well x