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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. - March 24th 2010, 12:41 AM

Im just laying here crying. Thinking.. This actually could be the end of things. Every day is a struggle. Every fucking day. The dreams, the nightmares, the flashbacks, the memories. Tonight I want it all to end. Please. Once again I pray that I will not wake up. Close my eyes tight shut and slow my breathing down where my heartbeat can not be felt. I want to go peacefully, yet I do not even deserve that. I cross my fingers as Ill lay in bed tonight. Goodnight.
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