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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
March 22nd 2010, 11:17 PM
I don't think I want this to work. I am tired of being hurt by you so if I cut everything off it won't happen. You want to do a family session with my therapist and I think I am okay with letting the silence kill our relationship because no matter what happens things will never change. You cannot change because you don't see the things I do.
I love you but I am so angry at you. You are fucking things up in your own life and it is subsequently effecting me. I think I like the silence between us and the fucked up relationship we are going back to because the pain that comes with it feels good. It makes it easier to starve myself and what not too.
I burned myself last night too. Felt good. Didn't even leave to bad of a mark.
Life is going so damn badly right now. I think I like sabotaging my life.
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