Hi Rachel,
Claire cover much of what I was going to say.
I just want to say it was not your fault,
he took advantage of the situation. It is unfortunate (and unfair)that the victum of this is the one left to deal with the embarrassment and humiliation. BUT.... you have to understand you need support, it is impossible to deal with it alone..please use Claire's suggestions to deal with that. ( I do know how hard that will be, as I had to deal with it at the time of my attack and again now with the trial)
My counsilor and therapist helped too much to tell, and the support of my mum and my dad ( even tho they are divorced) Please find some support.
You can
pm me anytime!
Erika
