[Doodle.]

I don't really know what advice I want I just want to get this out somewhere. I find it hard to make friends in real life, I think it's due to low confidence and self-esteem. I find it hard to go up to new people and just talk. About three years ago I had loads of friends (so, I obviously can make friends) but with loads of those guys moving and going off to uni I no longer see them My current best friend and I are slowly drifting apart and it kills me inside. He isn't the same person anymore :/ then again I'm not either. I'm holding on to the past and keep hoping the "old him" will come back, obviously that's not going to happen. I used to have a massive crush on him but he was going out with a good friend of mine. When him and her split up deep down I wanted us to get together, that has never happened and never will happen. I no longer like him in that way at all. He has new friends now too. We still see eachother a lot but we're a lot more distant than we were.

I just kind of want a person to be close to again I have nobody I can truely talk to about my problems irl, this site is the only place I can really ask for help :/ I have my sister (who I'm quite close to) but I kind of want a person outside my family I can call a good friend eh.