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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
January 27th 2009, 07:18 PM
you apologized to me the other day and said that we were really close friends before and you hope that one day it wil lgo back to that. But I dont think we can because when you lived with me I got to see the real you. The depressed,sleepy,to hyper, and most of all most of the things that came out of your mouth were mostly fucking lies. Are friendship was mostly based on lies that were told by you.When I have a friend like you my brain goes some where else and I just pretty much do what evr the hel lyou want me to do. And I did that I lost 2 friends because of it. Luckly I have fixed one of them because she knows how people can get around you. The other one has blocked me and want talk to me...and I have you to thank that for. Theres other stuff but I am trying to forget that but as much as I try I cant and I have flashbacks and its horrible. so the awnser to your question do I think we can be best friends again.. Probley not because how will I know you arent lieing.
A diffrent person:
FUCK you were my best friend and now your my ex I when we broke up we didnt even have a real convosation throught out the rest of the year we said hi and stuff but that doesnt count. I havent actally said hi or anything to you since almost a year. And it breaks my heart becayuse you got me and we were best friends, But now all of that has changed. I still love you, even though I still love you. I had you out of my head for the longest time but then my immortal came on my ipod and I was searching through my pictures on my computer and there was one of me and you. Its been almost two weeks and you are still not out of my head. I have flash backs of me and you together and the time on the bus(you know witch one) I cant even wear some of the cloths I wore around you. I trusted you and you completley ruined that trust and you just proved a point because I have never trusted a guy before and I trusted you but it turned out I was right all a long trusting guys is a big mistake. I hate the fact I have no clue tyo get in contact with you just to hear your voice i miss everything about you...even though you broke my heart many of times. I just wish I had you in my life. Even though if I did you'd probley break it again but I dont care because I will never fall out of love with you:[
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