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Re: How I allowed myself to be bullied years ago and how it still affects me today - March 17th 2010, 03:10 PM
You should try to find a way to stop hating yourself. You certainly did not deserve what was done to you and you do not deserve to hate yourself, only the bully deserves your hate. The thing that makes me especially angry is that he begged you not to report him, you complied, and instead of making amends, he continued to bully you. So it seems he never realized how much he hurt you, he only wanted you not to tell on him so that he could get away with what he has done...

A quiet conscience is invaluable. Do not relinquish it carelessly. I know how terrible it hurts when you constantly have a guilty conscience because of your past actions...