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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. - March 17th 2010, 03:30 AM

Dear myself,
Its been a long time since Ive seen you like this. Weeks, months, maybe even a year or so. I dont know what has gotten into you but you are better than this. You are better than that handfull of pills you just swallowed. You are better than the shots you took to wash them down. I know tonights just a slip up and not a step back to the person you were, the person you hated yourself for.
Just lay in bed and try not to focus on Him.. He can not hurt you anymore. At least dont let Him. Try to just fall asleep, shut your eyes and pray never to wake up. Maybe you wont ever wake up.
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