Why are you starting to back track when you were the one pushing this at the start? Why are you still writing 'i love you' to these girls that are younger than you and you know it'll lead them on? I wish I could trust you but I can't yet. I don't want you to go to the party tonight. I want you to mean what you say, but you don't. Stop trying to make me believe. You're just not true, no matter how much I'd like it to be. </3
I thought I was better at not falling for someone this quickly. I hate myself for this. More than I wish I could hate you.
(Really glad I could let that out on
TH...)