Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 5th 2010, 08:16 PM
I wish I could look you in the eyes right now and ask where have you been?
I want to scream in your face, but instead Id ask to put my arms around you and just cry on your shoulder.
I want to break down, and I would but I would ask you to please listen close.
I want to drink, to smoke, to cut. I want to feel numb again. I cant stand every night of dreaming he rapes me and kills me. I would ask you to hold me. Just calm me down.
I want you in my life again. I am not weak, but I need someone who understands all of me. I would ask you to help me and to be my best friend again.
But Im sure I will never get the chance.
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