[charmbraceletxo]

No, no...I understand that you're simply telling me this for my own good. My mom doesn't know that I'm sexually active, and the urgency for getting on the pill [she believes] is due to the fact that my irregular periods are driving me insane [which is completely true...they're making me ridiculously irritable, bloated, etc., etc.]. I can't tell her that I'm having sex with my boyfriend because a) I don't want to lose her respect for both me and my boyfriend, b) my boyfriend is over ALL the time, and is on good terms with my family, and I'd rather not jeopardize that, and c) MY DAD [who's INSANE, by the way] CANNOT FIND OUT! It'll make my life a living hell....so, as said, I don't know what to do. I know that I'm coming off as highly irresponsible...but we're very careful about it, and having given him oral/manual sex multiple, multiple times, I've never once seen any signs of pre-cum. We were each others' first and only sexual partners [as well as bf/gf], so yeah....[that's totally irrelevant--forgive me, I'm utterly exhausted right now]. Even if we DID use condoms, he still wouldn't cum inside of me...he's very, very cautious...and besides, we've been doing this for about a year...the only reason as to why I'm fretting over it now is because of the injections increasing his sperm count.