[charmbraceletxo]

Thanks again, guys. I was on the pill just recently for about a month or so [due to my irregular periods], however, I wasn't taking them properly and I completely threw off my hormonal balance and menstrual cycle...thus, I'm still dealing with the repercussions [sighhh]. However, my boyfriend and I have been using the withdrawal method for about a year now...we initially used condoms, but didn't particularly enjoy the "feel", so we figured that pulling out prior to ejaculation would be better...this sounds irresponsible, but at the time, the doctor told him that his sperm count was considerably low due to a hormonal imbalance [or something of that nature], so the likelihood of him getting me pregnant was relatively low even if he DID cum inside of me. Now, he takes testosterone injections, so we're a bit worried, as his cum is thicker, whiter, and definitely more plentiful...whereas before it was more clear-ish and there was definitely less of it.

I'm planning on going on the pill soon enough...once my mom gets me an appointment with the doctor. Although I'm a legal adult, I'd still rather not tell the doctor that I'm sexually active...this would be a) uncomfortable for me, and b) it would upset my boyfriend, as his parents are doctors and he's terrified of them finding out that we're having sex [even though I'm sure they're already aware of the fact, as they make mention of it quite frequently to my boyfriend].

I just don't know what to do...and on top of that, my periods are out of control...it just ended not more than a week and a half ago, and wha-la, it's back again. I can't even have a normal sex life with my boyfriend...he hates the sight of blood, and although we'll attempt having sex [that is, if my period is just ending and there's very minimal bleeding], it's still not enjoyable...as he gets frustrated trying to wipe it off of his penis afterwards DX [you know how sensitive they are after sex!] Sigh...I feel like I'm being punished for fornication or something...but I truly love my boyfriend and plan on marrying him someday...that's a lot more than what so many kids my age can say...

Anywho, sorry for the rant. Jhjhsgbhsxvbfbvhsjbvks.
Although, I do have to ask...is my boyfriend's thicker, whiter cum indicative of an increased sperm count? We were having sex a few days ago, and afterwards, he seemed a bit worried and suggested that we get me on the pill again...