[LittleFish]

Get. The fuck. Out of me.

I'm so sick of you. You hurt me. You abuse me. Day after day, you tell me I'm worthless shit.

You make me envious.

You make me needy.

You isolate me.

You hurt me.

I never thought you'd hurt me. I didn't think it would get this far. But now you've really done it. Even I didn't think you could be so low. But you did it, and you're taking control of me again.

And I'm letting you do this to me... why? I don't know. But you have so much control now that I can't fight back. I don't want to fight back, really. I don't have the energy or motivation. You've merged yourself into every corner of my mind so that I can't get away from you. You've tangled yourself into every thread of patience, sanity, and rationality I have left so that I can't get rid of you.

I hate you.

If you were real... I think I would kill you. Maybe my counselor can help me rip you--whatever you are--out of my head someday. You're the most disgusting thing ever to have existed.

I can't believe you're a part of me.