[a_girlsdreams]

What does it take for us to be friends again?
What do I have to do to get you to listen to me for a few minutes?!

Like, I was thinking the other day.
I honestly thought that you would be the one person in my life that stays true and actually holds promises and is there anytime I need. You let me down just like everyone in and out of my life.
Maybe its because Im not good enough. Thats it. Im not fucking good enough.
Or maybe its because she kissed me. Thats the other reason. She kissed me and I pushed her off because I loved you. But that wasnt good enough. And Im still not good enough for you to even be there or talk to me when I need it the most.
Lookin back on the shit that I said, I get it. I was a fucking dirtbag towards the end and you did not deserve any of it. Maybe I never apologized enough for you to get over it. Im sorry. Why cant we just work things out? Clean slate, I wanna stay true.