[Magic.]

I do still love you, even though you're in Aus now. And I can tell by the way we talk on Skype that you do too. But whenever we get to the topic of "we've broken up and will see others at some point" I feel awful. I lied, I did get with someone that weekend I got drunk with the girls, I felt like I'd cheated right away, that's why all my friends were checking I was ok, not because I was ill. I'm sorry!! I wish I could tell you, because I hate pretending nothing happened, but I can't break your heart.