I want to be with you, but I don't. Both of you.
J, you seem to have your priorities mixed-up. I feel like you want to play games still, instead of growing up. Like, you're not as serious about
us as you try to claim you are, I guess.
P, I can't. I just can't do it. You're afraid to commit, I
need to be in a committed relationship. I can't risk you cheating on me, or doing anything to trigger the all-too-familiar feelings that make me feel lower than garbage. If I knew that you could be committed to me, I really would be committed to you.
J&P, unfortunately I am torn between the pair of you, due to the pros and cons with you both.