[a_girlsdreams]

Dear you,
Where do I start tonight?
Can I pleaseeee stop having dreams about you?
Please, I dont get it. Almost ever night.
I dont want these dreams. They leave me to wake up with a false smile on my face.
Like, why do I care about you?
Honestly, I dont gettt it.
I tryy so hard to talk to you. And so hard not to talk to you.
Why is my heart feeling what my mind does not?
Times like now is when I just feel like killing myself so I can stop feeling these mixed feelings for you.

Dear you,
You are so sweet.
Seeing you cry today in class..
It literally made my stomach knot.
You are soooo beautiful.
I tried to cheer you up with the sour patchies and starbursts. Hehe.
I know I helped, but I wanted to do more.
I wish you would just give me a damn chance.
To me you arent like every other girl.
Spending time with you on break was so..
Nice.
Smoking a cigg, taking a walk.. Just talking.
Just being with you make me start to get butterflies.
Bein bad ass, taking shots in the parking lot on break was so funny.
The way we "Cheers, FUCK relationships" and downed a double.
Would have been the perfect time to lean in and kiss you.
Just give me a chance, please.
<3