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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. - January 26th 2009, 02:41 PM
Are you watching me? Are you up there? With Connor and your dad and HW? I hate the idea of being away from you. I hate the fact I can't check up on you, make sure you're okay, I know it always annoyed you how protective I was of you but, well, I loved and still do love you kiddie. I hate making tea and realizing you're not there. I've started making my tea the way you used to drink yours. Milky with three sugars (secretly, of course)...just because, well, the routine is comforting I guess. Seeing your photo still makes me cry my eyes out. But I've got it out now on the desk. As Kirsty always said, sometimes you've just got to feel the pain. I think she's right...
There's so much to say but I can't find the words at all.
I love you.
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