[.KillCasino.]

What's wrong? What's wrong? Haha, good one. Okay, so here's my list that I just conjoured up in a few seconds.

1. I hate myself so much, seriously, like...I really do and I wish that I'd succeeded last night but unfortunately I didn't...*sigh*

2. I hate the way that I keep having flashbacks from the past, and they won't leave me.

3. I'm so emotional, the slightest things keep upsetting me and i'm having problems with my temper lately, i've noticed that...

4. I'm getting freaked out with 'him'. He won't leave, at all...

5. I hate everyone...really, I do. Please don't take that personally either, I just can't trust anyone...I can't.

6. I'm paranoid, to the extremes where I'm sitting in the corner of my room right now, next to the window, and I keep looking out there because I'm convinced someone is going to come and kill me.

7. I miss everyone I've lost, and I know nothing will bring them back, but I'm finding it hard to move on.

I could go on...but i'd be boring you...