Maybe religon isn't for you. Not sounding disrespectful. However if you can't then why force yourself. I tried I just couldn't and I realized that I can't believe in god I just can't it just seems all to good to be true.

Your probably not doing anything wrong however, is this what you really want? You don't have to believe in God. I guess it maybe one of thoses things you'll have to realize yourself and its best not forced nor rushed. There is always the possibility of a god or being of some sort however its down to the person with in if they want to believe it.

think to yourself and wait. Go back to what inspired you to believe in God in the first place. Then maybe you'll find your awnser.

Hope this helps
Nina