Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 26th 2009, 02:31 PM
Yeah, I'm 15, so what? Does that mean I can't love someone so much it hurts? I've loved him for over a year...not long really, but I'd do anything for him. But the worst (or maybe best?) thing is that he doesn't know, and I'll never tell him. He has a girlfriend, I tell myself I don't care, but come the f*ck on....of course I care! It kills me everyday, and God help me if I see them together...she's two years younger than him too. Fuck. I should be grateful he at least talks to me, we're friends and stuff, I see him pretty much everyday... but I love him so much. I wish he would respect me as much as I do him...I practically worship him.
Christ, that's stayed inside way too long.
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