[carrot]

i wish you could understand how much i love you.. i wish you could realize how dumb you are, how immature and naive you are and how much you need some sense knocked into you. i want to help you so bad.. i want to be there for you.. but you dont let me in. youre so blinded by everything that the world flashes at you, i just wish i could save you from it all. i wish you'd understand how much it hurts me when you act like you dont care.. when you act like im not important to you. whether i really am or not, i truly love you and will love you til the day i die. i fear you'll never know how important you really are to me.. i just wish i could matter a little more to you. no matter what, even if you stop loving me.. i will always love you. take care dear.