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Unhappy eating disorder - February 6th 2010, 10:21 AM
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Hi,I've been having trouble trying to not fall into the trap of an eating disorder. alot of the time time i'll be starving myself, or even purging, but then i'll force myself to try and stop but i still get this horrible anxious feeling so i fall back into it again.
Is an ed still treated the same if it's more for sh reasons? Because originally it was just to control my sh but then I turned out doing both now.

Also it's hard because I have a friend who's recovering from an ed, so I don't really have anyone to talk to cos they'll just send me off to a shrink like they did for her. :s

also i'm just wondering if an ed counts as one of the things the psych has to tell your parents even if you haven't lost much weight?

So you got ahead of me
And I guess I'm still dragging behind.

Looking skinny like a model, with your eyes all painted black.

We might die from medication but we sure killed all the pain

I want out from under this confining skin that I so reluctantly live in

And I can tell where you had been
from the marks around your wrists
The red water washed around your sins
but are you as pure as this?