[silentmuffin]

So reschedule. This isn't some appointment you have to keep because everything is set up. This is your life. You need to give yourself a little more worth. Stop worrying how much you mean to this giant world we live in. That doesn't matter. You're here; you deserve to be here. If you didn't deserve life, you sure wouldn't be given the power to take it away yourself. That would have been done for you without any decision on your part. So realize just how much power and how much OPPORTUNITY you have and use it to LIVE instead of using it to die! If you use it to live, you get to use it over and over and over again and who knows how much you can accomplish and how much importance you can create for yourself! If you use it to die, you lose it, and you've gained nothing from having it at all.