[ChapperIce]

While I'm not religious, my aunt is and some things I've picked up from her is that God loves you no matter what. You can have sex and he won't think anything bad about you, as long as you're a good christian and still love God, he will forgive you.

Aside from that, I still think you should wait. While you feel a connection now, it's still only been two months. I'm not sure what religion dictates, but how about taking sexual steps without actual sex? (hands and mouths) and start slow?